People. That's my biggest problem in this life. People. I don't know why, but it's always been that for me. I can get so upset so quickly when it comes to people. I can't explain it. I've prayed and prayed about it. It's just a part of who I am. Some call me tenderhearted. Some call me a push over. Some call me immature for caring. But, I do care. When people hurt me, I HURT. So many times I've been told, "you just have to brush it off and go on." And, I try. I really, really try. I think that's why my cousin Deidra has always been one of my biggest inspirations. She never lets a lot get to her. And if she does, she never lets it show. I so wish I could do that. I wish I could be like that. I can't. I've tried. This is just who I am. I'm tenderhearted Mandy who just wants someone to love her. And hug her. I love hugs!
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